Blessed through trials

Just when I start to feel too sorry for myself ...... I see the struggles of others and I am ashamed of myself for my self pity.  I pray for strength and peace.  I pray for my husband, my children, grandchildren, parents, brothers and sisters ....... and then I am reminded of everything I have ...... and again I am ashamed for not being more thankful.  I thank my Heavenly Father for all my blessings and I am in awe of how many there are ......